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New Year Preparation....
are you ready for Chinese New Year??
erhm.... Nope.... i'm not ready...

this year i got no mood to celebrate CNY... Dunnoe why...
maybe too stress on work... money... question.... etc... etc....

why early the year i feel so stress this year?
usually i will be very happy and excited to celebrate CNY...
maybe getting older n older... =(

think alot of issue make me feel uncomfortable..

i will always remind oneself.. dont think too much.. let it be natural..
but the question we have to face it...
by the way.. i shouldnt be concern all this..
i have to enjoy myself..
dont care... dont care...

i have to prepare myself to celebrate CNY....

tender just complete today... finally i can rest after today =)